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~DreamerLost:iconDreamerLost:

Samy  

  • Status: Member
  • Emotional Poet
  • Female/United States
  • Offline for 1h 13m 41s
  • Deviant since Aug 9, 2004, 7:52 AM
  • 218 Deviations
  • 5 Scraps [browse]
  • 465 Deviation Comments
  • 58 Deviant Comments
  • 4,039 Pageviews
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Come

Would you kiss me back  If I kissed you now?  Would you hold my hand  If I asked you to?  Would you kiss my forehead  And make things right?  Would you come stay with me  Just for tonight?  Wrap me in your arms  And tell me I matter  Let the fear go  Let pretenses shatter  Just let us be  Just you and me  Let us try,  Say you'll be mine  My love, my life  My light and my joy  Just hold me now  Come be my boy

Recent Deviations

Waiting for YouMoisture clouds my eyes  As I see your name appear  So clearly in front of me  As I utter I miss you...  I mean to say I love you...  I'm IN love with you.  And this distance,  These days without you  Leave me alone and scared  And wondering what to do  I give myself up,  And hope to feel something,  I hope his wandering hands  May heal this void in my soul  But his touch means nothing  And as we came so close  To doing what I promised myself  I'd only do with you  Your face flashed before me eyes  And I felt cold...  Frozen in a moment  F Waiting for You
in Open 1d 9h ago
Truth Behind TearsI looked into your eyes  Hoping you could read mine  But as you looked my way  I avoided your gaze because  I don't think we're ready  For the truths behind my tears  You couldn't take the honesty  That rests upon my lips  Or the terrified trill  That exists in my lullaby.  Daylight turns to darkness  As I dream of the dawn  Of love and laughter  That may never come  If I can't learn to let words spill  The way the clear and crimson droplets  Fall down my paper skin.  These secrets become silently  Painful and poisonous  And this black hole  Gr Truth Behind Tears
in Open on 6/21/08
Ballad of a WhoreLetting yourself believe in a lie  Getting carried away by  The things you convince your heart  So no one can rip it apart  Ever again   
You want to believe it's all the same  But it's now become a game  No longer an angelic little girl  You're ready to take over the world  Whether it's ready or not   
You wanted someone to make you whole  An angel to save your soul  Someone to give back your light  And hold you through the night  To chase away the terrors   
You wanted a new life  Well, here comes new strife  Here are some new hurdles to leap Ballad of a Whore
in Open on 6/12/08
Proof of a MemoryEngulfed in a glow and a warmth  That I'd never known before  Wrapped in your arms  As I learned the every crease of your fingers  And watched every new expression  As it crossed your beautiful face  And I held your hand so tight  As you pulled me in so close  A gentle forehead kiss,  After you pushed the hair from my face,  A gentle nuzzle of your nose,  As I closed my eyes to make this memory  I want proof this memory wasn't a dream  But I know I didn't dream of singing  Or imagine that moment in moonlight  The fear, the trill in my voice was there  The tear on Proof of a Memory
in Open on 4/18/08
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Desperate to fall in loveI keep reaching for people  I'm not going to get,  Things that I don't want,  Reasons not to do things I know I could do,  If only I tried.   
Putting on a smile that you think is for you,  It's not.  It never was.   
Holding onto people who've let go,  Traveling to only places I know,  Scared I'm too young to grow.  
 
Getting into cars I'm not sure of,  Falling back into the life I’m used to,  Doing things I know I shouldn't,  Pushing myself to love people I don't,  Pushing my luck.   
Desperate to be in love.  Waiting to fall apart Desperate to fall in love
by ~FallingCannonball
Wasted EffortI was always taught what I wished for most would dissapear.  
That happiness as a goal wasn't real  and that in the end I'd be a fool to feel.   
That this thing I from which I drew inspiration  what gives rise to my vision  would betray me by being an apparition.   
Every day I run the same race  and I can come in first place  but watch it end the same way.   
I wake every day to claim it's wrong  Yet I find it a solo song  so it's easier to give up and sing along   
The time's it's close, within your fingertips  tasting victory all but on your lips  hu Wasted Effort
by *Ex1
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Journal Entry: Sat Jun 21, 2008, 9:49 PM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Crickets chirp
  • Reading: Eclipse
  • Playing: with my new lap top
I've noticed I tend to get about 1000 pageviews a year, which I suppose is pretty good considering how rarely I submit new work especially in the last couple years. I'm very excited to have finally hit 4000.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: I'm 18
  • Current Residence: The smallest village on Earth!
  • Interests: Making others smile, writing, reading, playing guitar
  • Favourite movie: RENT, Rocky Horror, Moulin Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: Five for Fighting, Paramour, Colbie Callait
  • Favourite genre of music: I'm pretty flexible, anything with some good lyrics and rhythms
  • Favourite artist: Mother nature, because the world is definitely the greatest piece of art
  • Favourite poet or writer: I don't have a favorite, so many amazing writers out there
  • Favourite photographer: Again, Lots of great ones out there, can't choose
  • MP3 player of choice: I like IPods....
  • Shell of choice: Shell? How bout a sea shell? One that sounds like the ocean inside!!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: I like paint....
  • Skin of choice: My own????
  • Favourite game: Tetris, Pac Man, I'm a traditionalist
  • Favourite gaming platform: Sega Genesis, Old School Nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: TOHMA!!!
  • Personal Quote: Every thought leads to you, but every road seems to lead you away.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, Paper, Crazy emotions

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Devious Comments

~PsirenSonzai:iconPsirenSonzai: Apr 7, 2008, 1:05:35 PM Mood: Promiscuous
get excited and explode in my chair!

thats right...

bwahahaha

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“This isn’t divine judgement, it’s the work of some childish killer who’s playing at divine retribution, that’s all.” - Ryuuzaki
~FallingCannonball:iconFallingCannonball: Mar 12, 2008, 9:45:22 AM
hey. thanks for the fav. do we know eachother??


:';)

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She misses you,can't you see?
!laurythompson:iconlaurythompson: Aug 28, 2007, 6:51:06 PM
OMG! you're a GENIUS! Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ? Free to enter, 100k prize. You MUST win it!
~anonymousbychoice:iconanonymousbychoice: Jan 17, 2007, 7:12:12 PM
thx 4 :+devwatch:me back :hug:

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i should seriously stop trying to judge life cuz it just doesnt fit into categories
~anonymousbychoice:iconanonymousbychoice: Jan 14, 2007, 2:49:26 PM
OMG ur poetry is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! even ur journals seem like poems! i am so watching u!!! :+devwatch:

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Lifes like a boat
sometimes it sinks
sometimes it floats
~NeoxFlame:iconNeoxFlame: Oct 6, 2006, 7:50:34 PM
wowwiie...u're literary works are cool! =]

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~ I=[_|0|\|/-\TH@|\| |_!|\|]=I ~ ...:::{+/=\+}:::... [HYP3R_TYP3R]

"A good and bad event takes place every day. But the way you look at them determines if either two good or two bad things happen each day."
~FallingCannonball:iconFallingCannonball: Oct 6, 2006, 3:25:00 PM
Thanks for the *Fav*

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She misses you,can't you see?
~sheeku:iconsheeku: Sep 19, 2006, 4:54:21 PM
o.o;
don't know. just habit i guess to ask before adding. ^-^;
i can't wait to just sit down and read your work. will be awesome.
thanks again, and your welcome
^-^

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Aww crap it's *insert name of day*
~DreamerLost:iconDreamerLost: Sep 16, 2006, 6:09:24 PM
It would be absolutely alright for you to add me to your watch list. I'm quite flattered that you would want to honestly. And I think it's sweet that you asked, even though as I said, it makes me feel really nice that you wanted to add me. I'll be sure to check out your gallery and add you to my watch as well, if you wouldn't mind.

Thank you.

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The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
~sheeku:iconsheeku: Sep 15, 2006, 7:43:29 PM
would it be alright for me to add you to my watch list? i read some of your work and would like to keep reading more. i like to read different points and views^-^

let me know.
-sheeku

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Aww crap it's *insert name of day*
~truely-me-niece:icontruely-me-niece: Jul 26, 2006, 9:06:58 AM
i've tagged u
(read my journal)

u dont have to do it, but yeah
ur tagged :)

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love = confusion
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true love will find a way
it always does-

i think
~trentjosh:icontrentjosh: Jun 8, 2006, 7:17:24 PM
^^^^^^^^^^^^|
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"(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@

ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 ANUS PEOPLE, IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY ANUS! HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS ANUS

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i wish my grass was emo so it would cut itself
I'm the proud maker of the anus truck :)
*Ryleah:iconRyleah: Jun 7, 2006, 5:18:19 PM
hello....i like your work...it's really good!!! :D
~AngolSakura515:iconAngolSakura515: Apr 25, 2006, 5:33:55 PM
You're most welcome, lol. I would--they weren't compliments, by the way. That was the truth. Just thought you'd might want to know the facts. *smiles* It's true, and your poetry is simply amazing. You're most welcome for the dev-watch--the honor and pleasure is all mine. Thank you for checking out my gallery soon, it is much appreciated.
~DreamerLost:iconDreamerLost: Apr 23, 2006, 6:35:17 PM
lol, wow. Thanks for the compliments. I don't think I'd ever call myself great or magnificent or anything resembling those words, but I'm greatly honored that someone thinks that my poetry is quality. Haha, thank you for the dev-watch and I will be absolutely sure to look at your gallery as soon as I find an available moment. Thanks again. :)

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The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
~AngolSakura515:iconAngolSakura515: Apr 22, 2006, 5:09:30 PM
Your gallery is truly amazing.

I hope you don't mind that I watched you, it honors me. Because now that I've watched you, I get to learn from the magnificent poetry that you write. Another of the greats here on dA.*smiles*

I'll come by and read more, hope you don't mind.
*Ex1:iconEx1: Feb 23, 2006, 10:49:44 AM
You faved Celestial Spit. I appreciate it.

Life is full of things we would take back. Given that chance would it be worth it?

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Death before dishonor.

Ex
~NYDevon:iconNYDevon: Jan 23, 2006, 5:52:06 PM
thank you for the dev watch :hug:
~NYDevon:iconNYDevon: Jan 13, 2006, 1:58:37 PM
Hello fellow deviant :wave:
*Ex1:iconEx1: Oct 27, 2005, 9:13:55 AM
You faved Ending [link] without leaving a comment so I have to thank you here. *smiles* I appreciate it anyway and sincerely hope you're doing well.

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Death before dishonor. [link]

~Ex1
*Ex1:iconEx1: Jun 16, 2005, 7:59:59 AM
I think I'll be around...thanks for the fav. (looks into gallery)

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Death before dishonor.

Ex
~Yoyogrl2:iconYoyogrl2: Mar 25, 2005, 1:23:25 PM
Thanks so much for the :+fav: :hug: I hope you feel better.... :glomp:

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And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Give Kim more hugs
~Yoyogrl2:iconYoyogrl2: Dec 28, 2004, 3:37:16 PM
:D :D

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And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Give Kim more hugs
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